I loved thee with the initials of [RIP]

hold me, love me JUSt wANNA TOUCh you

2009-07-06T18:04:20Z

Otakon in 11 days!
Sissy's bday in 10 days!
Getting another tattoo in 9 days!

I'm very bad to my lj ;~; I never update it. I'm so lazzyyyy xD I've been on Gaia again though! LUNARtic ecliPSE look me up. sissy and i also made blogs because she decided we need blogs. mine is empty and boring. she needs to make a layout for mine before i feel the need to do anything on it.

I LOVE SMT NOCTURNE.Though I've died 9234893024 times because the game is so fucking hard. Right now I'm trying to beat the Pale Ride ;A; He is so hard. I've been using the Third Kalpa to level up lots so i can beat the daskjlhdka hard bosses >O

Hmm I'm doing laundry now and i might go play Nocturne...or work on cosplay....ooohhh...decisions decisions......

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh why is there a praying mantis on the windowwwwwwww!!

sailing sailing jumping off the railing

2009-06-03T00:22:58Z

school; I got a 3.5 GPA! YAYYYYYYYYY. I'm so happy I managed to pull through. It was tough, but I made it and it feels good. :] I just hope I can keep doing this for the rest of my school career, hahaha. I'm still in the process of figuring out what classes to take next year.

camping; IT SUCKED. IT FUCKING RAINED ALL WEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKK. the first day we were there it was gorgeous; warm and sunny. Sissy and I canoed, biked and waded in the spring water for crayfish. If only it could've been like that all week!!! T^T after that from tues-thurs it dropped to 50 and rained rained rained. We spent most of our time in the camper reading, writing or watching Stardust. (I love that movie) Sissy and I even drove to the local mall because there was absolutely nothing to do at the campsite. then we went back to her place to get our hair done at the hair salonn. I GOT A PERM. I feel like a wildchild with all this poofy hair, hahaha. sissy wanted blonde hair but it didn't work out :[ after that we went to her mall. I mean, when it's cold and rainy what else do two women do? SHOP OF COURSEEEEEE xD and that's what we did. haha. I met sissy's friend too. sissy's parents left the campsite early too cos of the rain. even though the weather sucked sissy and i always have fun together <3

fashion; wahhh I'm starting to lean away from lolita! dundundun. I'm really starting to like gal because lolita is just too cumbersome to where regularly. I still LOVE it, don't get me wrong. I don't plan on selling all my lolita clothes, just the ones that aren't as important/dont get worn much. I actually have a hime-lolita outfit planned for Otakon >]

cosplay; after much decision and dawdling sissy and I finally decided on Persona 4. hopefully it wont be hard/we can get it done. I REALLY need to find a Rise wig!!!! I CANT FIND ONE OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG. ;___; and then I have to sew sissy's outfit since she wants to be that Izanami goddess chick. then for Otakon we're also doing street fashion outfits. Sissy's doing a natural-kei lolita (with a h.naoto GRAMM dress!!) and I'm doing a Hime-Lolita (with my GORGEOUS aatp chiffon jsk *__*) I'm super excited. haha. we still need to buy our passes though! XDDD

work; I MIGHT BE IN DANGER OF LOSING MY JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jessy talked to me yesterday about something Bonnie (the main manager) told her. It was about how they need to cut back to fit a budget and that means she's going to be watching everyone and whoever are the people with the best performance will get the most hours. Those who don't will be.. . . fired I think. : [ It doesnt make sense to me though because they hired a bunch of new people!!! WHAT IS THE POINT??? are they deliberatly trying to replace some of us??? I'm SO scared for my job now ;____; If I lose it....I'll be so upset. I love where I work. I love the people I work with. Theyre the only friends I really have now. :[ plus since summer's started idk where I would get a job! most place probably already have hired cos now's the time everyone wants a job! ;___; I cant tell you how awful that cold feeling in my gut is. Jessy thinks she's gonna be fired and that makes me more scared because she does SUCH a good job! so I think if she who does so amazing is gonna be gone then I DEF will be. WAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

there's the update on my life until now. today I had to go get an endoscopy done. GETTING THE IV WAS THE SCARY PART. I hate needles T__T I didn't even remember falling asleep when they gave me the anesthesia. next thing I knew the nurse was waking me up and I was thinking "ughh go awayyy" haha. they told me nothing was wrong, which is bs because I know something is wrong else I wouldn't have gone to the trouble of getting that done!!! since I hadn't been allowed to eat all day before the procedure (it was at 1:30) I GASP ate fast food after cos i was so hungry! DDD: I scarfed down some wendy's chicken nuggets in no time at all.

now I've been doing nothing all day except package boxes for stuff I'm selling. my room is UTTER disaster. I can't wait till everyone buys my stuff so I can clean my room and stop tripping over everything during those late night/early morning bathroom trips!!

currently in the middle of an all-nighter. . . .

2009-05-12T04:18:50Z

and so I've had to actually DRINK coffee. disgusting, disgusting. why do people like it so much???

this summer; (not necessarily in this order)
-camping with sissy
-hershey park with grace, sissy and sissy's friend
-re-do room
-buy moar gal style clothes
-pole-dancing classes with Sara
-ny
-otakon

thats all i can think of right now. back to work.

paper knows boundaries, my love does not

2009-04-07T15:09:15Z

hello ljlanddd :]

im packing up to go to defected_prince 's house tomorrow morning! I'm kinda scared since it will be my first time driving on my own to PA ;A; please I hope to goddess there will be no accidents or car troubles.

I'm also taking a lolita break this week. I feel that I need to stop spending every extra penny I have on lolita. I think I need to chill. I've also questioned why I spend so much on a single article of clothing. what does it get me? is it worth it? why? plus wearing lolita is such a pain in the assssss. so I'm going this week without lolita (maybe except one day if both me and defected_prince dress up) and see how I feel after that.

I gotta save for cosplay anyway! hahaha x3

yesterday I went down to the national mall with karen and her bf. it was crowded as fuckk and we wandered ALL OVER to find this veg cafe. all we did was go to the smithsonian and wander around for food, wtffff. hahaa but it was still fun. next time we know better XD I want to check out the botanical gardens next time I go there! hopefully the weather will be good and not raining like EVERY time I go there >[

useless agendas make a useless breed

2009-03-31T05:19:23Z

Here I am, at 1am doing my thing. Staying up late working on school assignments. whooo procrastination.

I have three tests thursday that I havent studied for yet, I should be worried y/y? I'm really worried about math. need to at least get a c. pleasepleaseplease.

hmmm wonder what I shall wear tomorrow hmmmmmm

chrnos @ 2009-03-23T13:01:00

2009-03-23T17:02:58Z

I have a sociology essay to write but damn I'm craving bubble tea like no tomorrow.

hmmm.... get bubble tea or not get bubble tea....

edit:

one gothic lolita outfit and trip to the mall later, I got bubble tea XD

I will love you higher than heaven

2009-03-16T01:30:09Z

I had an amazing weekend with my baby <3
I cried when she had to go home ;___;

YAAYYYY

2009-01-25T04:54:36Z

My aatp chiffon jsk came todaayyyyyyyy!!!!!!
I'm so haaappppppyyyyy :3

so I dressed up to take a picture

Guess what I got today...!!!

2008-12-05T18:31:30Z

I was so excited I skipped class to dress up and wear it XD
and I'm so excited that I'm gonna kill your fpage too, hahaha

and addicted to the night, "she needs a little help with the agony,"

2008-11-29T18:11:05Z

omg I am so addicted to that song. I reaalllyyyy wanna see Repo! The Genetic Opera now *___*

I survived black friday shopping! the morning was def. not something I wanna relive, though. I came away with some loli-able goods though. :3 I also have finished sissy's xmas shopping and even got Laurabar's present!

for now sissy's at work til 5 and I'm trying to do homework, but as usual dont have as much done as I should. xD

happ[ily] never.after

2008-11-25T20:51:42Z

I'm leaving for defected_prince's toonniiigghhhtttt. right now I'm packing up everything I need, which includes most of my lolita wardrobe x3 I love hanging out with her 'cos we get to dressss uppppppp lots and do photoshoots. :3

we're gonna do black friday shopping for the first time in my life! xD last year I worked on black friday and it was horrible, now I get to be on the other, equally horrifying, end. oh well. perhaps I will find sum' good stuff.

my teachers assigned a shit ton of homework, so I get to take it with me to defected_prince's place as well. blleecchhhh. at least the semester's ending soon which is good! but also bad because of finals. D: I hope I do well! I have my lab practical monday after break, so I'm a little scared 'cos I hardly remember how to do a Gram Stain lolololol.

christmas is coming up! and that equals present shopping! luckily I dont have many people to buy for. mainly I'll be spending a couple hundred on defected_prince XDDDDDDDD so does anyone want xmas cards? if yes comment and I'll send a pm to keep things private ; ]

I better stop ditzing around on the computer and get back to packing. xD or, finish my laundry first THEN pack, hahahaha.

EDIT;
DAYM. I think I just packed half my wardrobe and almost all my shoes D:

we all have these things. . . .

2008-10-30T02:48:06Z

those addictions and obssessions that we can never ignore! lololol they usually make you waste a lot of money! XDDDD~
mine are; (in no paticular order)

1. angelic pretty
2. SID
3. cosplay
4. bubble tea
5. harajuku lover sneakers
6. hello kitty
7. mascara

so what are those things that you can't seem to live without?

chrnos @ 2008-10-13T22:58:00

2008-10-14T03:04:09Z

I'm so sleepy. A good cry makes me wanna curl up and sleep. tired tired. (_._) o O

I was with defected_prince this weekend! the motel we were at was shitttt and had blood-smelling sink water and fish-smelling shower water. bleecchhh. we went to OC for a day and there was a car show. it wasn't that exciting for me, but she loved it and that's all that matters.

rawrrr. essay to write and I dun wannnaaaaa. me want sleeeeepppppp. rawrrrrrr.

in other news, I dislike the vk communities because most the people don't know how to dress vk or have terrible attitudes that just love ripping newbies to pieces. I love making fun of fail like any person, but not to someone's face. The more mature thing to do would be give the person whatever advice you can and thats all.

but srsly, there's hardly any attractive people in the vk or lolita comms and the basis for any fashion to look good is that a person has to be attractive on their own, without the fancy clothes.

bleehhh. I'm sleep deprived and therefore in a foul mood. >[

I'll tran.quilize, I'll tan.talize, I'll move you with my lusty sighs;

2008-10-04T16:25:59Z

pay days are both good and bad things. Good, because of the obvious (yay money!) but very bad because I spend that money tooo fast. x] I'm supposed to be getting together an outfit for NY in Nov, so after I discovered the magic whip jsk in black was sold out on marui, I decided to go with a cheaper option. here I thought I could get an inexpensive bag on bodyline BUT NO. ap HAD to put up new bags and GODDAMMIT I COULDNT RESIST. and bought one : D

>___< ugh.

in other news, my recent ear piercings have some kinda hardcore infection so that I've had to break out the neosporin to slather all over them. boooo. they hurt so much : ' [

I missed school Thursday due to horrible migraine that had me in bed the entire day D: which means I have a shit ton of psych. hw to do in makeup for missing the class. Waahhhhh ;___;

I'm gonna see defected_prince next weekend! we're going to Chincoteague for her dad's bday. though I have no idea what we're gonna do down there because THERES NOTHING THERE DX The thursday before I see her I'm going out with my work buddy Laurabar! (obv. that's not her real name, lololol) I havent been able to go out with someone in a while (ever since I had to cancel with Christina this past thursday 'cos I was unwell D:) so I'm totally excited to dress up and have fun! :3

now even the butterflies can't touch me now

2008-09-23T02:05:59Z

I went to sissy's this weekend! :D We went to the PA Renn Faire and had a blast!
gosh, I have so much hw to do now though ;___; no wonder I've been so exhausted lately.

I plan to make a big photopost on egl of most of the pictures we took. There's a previewwww of what I looked like :3
rawr, I'm so pissed because in 90% of the picture my damn necklace was flipped over!! >OOO

my el dorado skirt cameeee and an AH blouse I ordered, hopefully I'll get a chance to wear them soon :D I need a better petti though, bodyline ones suuucckkk and I gave my other one to sissydog.

NY in nov!! I can't wait :3 just sissy and me in the big apple. It'll be so much funnnnn!! But first we're going camping in Oct. Then for Halloween I get to get dressed up for work! I'm so excited! I have a vampire-lolita outfit planned >3

ciao babiieessss. it'll be another late night for me.

FUCK YES

2008-09-10T20:12:54Z

I got a raaaaaaaiiiiiiiiisssssssssssssseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!

so I bought myself a baby skirt to celebrate XD

now I'm excited for my next pay *___*

watch was the world crumbles;

2008-09-06T05:30:51Z

-welcome to--- _t^h_e^e_n

yes. another Aki layout. (I can't resist anything when it comes to him *____* <3)

college isn't too horrible. I get 98490348234 amounts of psychology homework, but other than that it's good.

I got a paycheck toodaaay. AND IT PISSES ME OFF. Let's see, I worked. . . 51.72 hours, and you know how much I made, with taxes taken out? 288 FUCKING DOLLARS. 288. WTFFFFFFFFFFF. HOW DOES SUCH A SMALL AMOUNT EQUALS ALMOST 52 HOURS!?!?
now that I realize my paycheck fell below my expectations, I wont be getting that Baby skirt I want. booooo.

I wore half-assed lolita to school. (meaning. . . without a petticoat and knee high socks.) I really wanna be able to wear lolita more often, so I'm trying to wear it as much as I can to get more confidence. gosh, I can wear vk without a secound thought but I'm so scared when it comes to lolita! XD

I have white rockinghorse shoes from ling_lam I need to sell. Anyone out there have a size 6 foot and is interested in white rhs? D:

I wish I was a better writer :[ I wanna be amazing, but I'm not. how does one work on something like that?

^[humanity has reached its finale_]

chrnos @ 2008-07-31T21:00:00

2008-08-01T01:12:14Z

I want a job that pays more.

now.

I almost hate it.

it's fun and people are nice, but a job isn't worth it if it isnt paying enough.

since minimum wage has gone up, I'm now making BELOW minimum wage.

goddammit. and I'm pissed my dad's making me pay insurance.

guess I wont have any money for Otakon.

cheers to being broke.

chrnos @ 2008-07-21T14:25:00

2008-07-21T18:43:54Z

I hate people so much. UGH.
They're all selfish, selfabsorbed bitches who have to cause drama where ever they go.
People are also ungrateful and never bother meeting you half way.
Is it so hard to find good friends these days?

Sissy and I thought we found a new con buddy, 'cos we want to have our own cosplay group.
she ends up being lots of fun at the cons but a pain in the ass beforehand. She doesnt bother talking to either of us, I think the last either of us talked to her was NEXT. she's supposed to be fuckin' staying at my house and my dad's driving us to the city everyday that weekend but she doest have the fucking gratitude to even DROP ME A LINE.
she gives lame excuses of working, vacations, being tired, blah blah. LIKE I DONT WORK OR AM AWAY WITH SISSY ALL THE TIME. YOU CAN FUCKING GIVE ME AN EMAIL. WE DONT NEED TO BE BOTH ONLINE.

but anyway. I told her she isn't coming. haha. sucks for her.

Jfashion and cosplay had made me so bitchy and elitist I think. I've never been so obssessed with clothes or looking good more than any other point in my life. Sissy and I are always bitching how people fail at cosplays or lolita/vk/decora/etc and point out all the flaws. I'm such a horrible person. Of course, I'd never act like that in person, it's really only between me and sissy.

That's why I wanna try and be the best at what I'm wearing because I have extremely high expectations.

Even with attractiveness, my expectations are very high. Haha. I'm terrible.

anyway. In other (good) new, I bought an AP skirt today! It's pink and strawberry :3 I'm excited.
Since I'm not doing new cosplay for Otakon, sissy and I are putting together all-out vk and lolita outfits.
I still need shoes, blouse, socks and headwear. Mreow. I'll find something.

OH! AND ANYONE WHO HASNT SEEN THE DARK KNIGHT MUST GO SEE IT.
I saw it opening night/morning at 12 fucking AM~~~~~~~
and I saw it again Sat. *_________* I'm gonna go see it again, and again, and again.
I have a huge love/crush/infatuation for Christian Bale.
djalsjdlasdasdas<3333333333333
and sissy bought me American Psycho. YES NEKKID CHRISTIAN BALE FTWWWWWWWWW

you're f r e e to .leave. me [but] JUST don't |de|cie|ve| me;;;;

2008-06-18T15:43:19Z

so.

I've;
gone to sissy's prom,
finished grad,
stayed at sissy's for a week,
been to chincoteague for another week

and next up is. . . ANIMENEXT AND RENTRER EN SOIIIII!!!!

My Tsuna cosplay is done, but I feel that it's bad. :[
I kinda wanna tease the wig up so it doesnt so look so shiitty and non-Tsuna like. People will only recognize me at the con because I'm with a Mukuro. Sigh. I dont even know how to pose! I have no flame for my head or x gloves. RAWRRGGGG. RAAAAAAGGEEEE.

Then I'm gonna wear lolita on Sunday of the con. Sunday's our dress-down day usually since that's when we leave.

I've watched a lot of movies in the past two weeks. haha. I finally got to see Moulin Rouge and it's one of my fav. movies EVERRR!!! <333
Still haven't seen American Psycho. >O I WANT TO SEE HALF NEKKID CHRISTIAN BALE KTHX.

Can't wait for the new Batman movie either, fuck yeaahhhhhh

And as our lives change, will we still be friends forever?

2008-05-22T17:40:55Z

Today at 4:30 is my high school graduation.

It's pretty scary. The end of an era for me and the end of my childhood.

I'm not ready to grow up.

On the brightside, tomorrow is sissy's prom. I'm excited for that. Next time I see her I'll be a high school graduation.

Wish me luck that I don't trip on the stage. :D

With [glass] ey.es;; what kind of dre a m are you \able\ to have. . . ?

2008-05-04T02:23:33Z

FUCK YES MY PARENTS BOUGHT ME A CAR. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

. . . except I dont even have my liscence XD hahaha.

My school's prom is next weekend! I'm so excited 'cos sissy will be coming doowwnnnnn. We're going to have an amazing night together <33333 My friends are all excited to meet her, haha. :3

Hopefully my dad will take us to get our ears pierced again too, lol. I'm kinda itching for more holes.

GOING TO SEE RES FOR ANIMENEXT WITH FUCKING VIP PASSES HELL YEAH.
I'm so fucking excited. First Ayabie, then RES.
YES JROCKERS KEEP IT FUCKING COMING 8DDDDDDDDDDDD

I want more lolita clothes ;~~~~;

Decaying, the two inside the cage [Staring at a dream that won't return]

2008-01-27T20:06:32Z

Does anyone know how much I love that song? It's probably one of my top songs of all time. <3 Right up there with Izon no Niwa and Last Word (rerecording).

my room is totally several degrees colder than the rest of the house. it's not a frigid kind of cold, it's more like the crisp autumn cold. regardless, my nose is going to freeze off.

I wish I live in Japan so badly. not because I'm a weaboo and oh, JaPAN izz so kewwllzz. no. Because I want to be able to see all my favorite bands frequently. ;~; I always read live reports from fans living in Japan, and it always makes me so jealous reading about these people going to several lives a month. Nothing happens here, or anything close. I so badly wanna go to ToC, but it's two hours away and I SO SO SO SOSOSDJFSDFJLSDFJSL like you have no idea, badly wanna go see ReS and ichi ni in NY. BUTBUTBUT It's on a Sunday. and of course, there is no way that's gonna be happening. siigh.

I try to think on the brightside and be like, "Jrock is getting more popular here, so by the time I'm old enough to drive there will be plenty of concerts to go to!" But when sissy tells me, "what if the band's broken up by then?" I get sad again.

plzplzplzplz Jrockers plzplzplzplz to be coming to more places than just NY or California. NOT ALL OF US LIVE THERE.

in other bad news, I got laid off at work. not that I was terribly upset 'cos I was planning on quitting, but now it's become imperative I get a job. most likely I'll get hired at Roots, and the place doesnt seem too terribly bad. I saw Julia working there when I took in my app, so I should ask her what it's like there tomorrow.

for Katsucon, sissy and I decided to fix up our Die and Totchi costumes and cosplay that on Sat. Then do Hitsugi and Sakito on Sunday. :3 this means cosplay will be less expensive. We spent so much time and money on our Diru cosplays to only wear once at Otakon, so I'm excited to wear my Totchi costume again, even though it's crappy. I'm proud of it as my first costume I did all by myself. Though, neither of us are looking forward to wearing five inch heels again. motherfucker. DDDx

chrnos @ 2008-01-17T14:18:00

2008-01-17T19:40:05Z

I'm going FUCKING crazy. I came home, ate AND SINCE TWELVE I'VE BEEN SITTING IN FRONT OF THIS COMPUTER GOING CRAZY. see, I NEED to write a Mix Speaker's Inc., fic/story/whatever. I WANT to I KINDA have an idea but I can't get it to go. Like, nothing to make it move along. If I go with my original idea, it's going to be long. And me + long stories = not happening. It's not that I can't, my short attention span just won't allow me. So I've been trying to think of alternate plots, or something to make the story shorter, something where I can start in medias res or just ANYTHING so I can WRITE SOMETHING.

RAWRRRRGGG.

deep sigh.

okay. besides that. YAY ITS SNOOOWWWINNGGGG~~~~ I love the snow. One of the few beautiful things on this earth, besides a cloudless full moon night and my darling sleeping in bed besides me. I always go out when it's snowing, and I would have walked the dog in it too, 'cos Beo loves the snow too. But, I've been trying to write this story AND it's very wet, like, it's not freezing out so the snow is melty and really wet and I hate cold-wet. blech.

I hope it doesn't stop snowing. Please don't stop being beautiful~~

I'm going to Katsucon! as long as sissy can go, at least. I'm cosplaying with her and her friends; Air Gear. Exciting? haha. One of the reasons I need money :x I'd rather be spending money on a Jrock cosplay, but it's too short notice and hair is always an issue with Jrock cosplay. I wanna cosplay Mix Speaker's Inc.!! I can be Yuki and sissy can be Miki~ :D

Midterms ended today! yay!! :D I'm happy. Most of them were easy, except the Latin and Stagecraft (surprisingly!) Latin I didn't study for at all and it reflected. Dx Stagecraft, omg, that class is a fucking JOKE! and the midterm we had to do a scale drawling of a flat. one inch = one foot. And the actual sized on, the cornerstones were...ten inches? and I was like OMFG. HOW THE HELL DO I MAKE THAT SMALLER? I am not a math person. I have no clue how to do things like that. so. I failed the drawling 'cos I couldn't get ANYTHING on it done. DD: The other part was an essay and that was easy, 'cos lord knows I can BS essays. haha.

Sarah pisses me off. Earlier in the year, I'd invited her out a bunch of times to hang or whatever, and each time she turns them done so I eventually gave up. Today, she needed a ride home and I told her she could hang at my house if she wanted and we can watch some lives or something, and she refused. HOWEVER IN THAT SAME SENTENCE SHE SAID "WE NEED TO HANG OUT MORE". wtf. And I bet she expects me to take her to Taste of Chaos. HAH. HAH. I don't think so.

Brittany pisses the hell outta me too. She is entirely too possessive of me. WTF. I DONT LIKE HER. WRRYYY DOES SHE NOT LEAVE ME ALONE. I really thought she'd gotten the hint considering I dont talk to her unless forced into politeness. she complains I dont talk to her enough. har har. wonder why. Sarah told me something she said today that made me even more angry. Brittany hates Almy because Almy is taking me away from Brittany? WTHHH. YOU ARE NOT MY FRIEND BITCHNY. she cant be called my friend after something like that because FRIENDS supports FRIENDS relationships and wish them well.

do I complain too much? this whole entry feels like bitchbitchbitch. I'm starting to develop that internet sarcasm. THANKS V_FUCKS :D I also went CAPs crazy, hahaha. the ranting does me good. and omfg I'm dying to get on Oblivionnn. UUGGGHHHH.

chrnos @ 2008-01-06T13:18:00

2008-01-06T18:34:39Z

Puurrr, isn't my new Sakito icon nice? I can help but think OMGHELOOKSSOFUCKINGHOT everytime I look at it.

Joann's started cutting my hours, so I'm now working on getting a new job. I got an application for Roots [health food grocery store] and hopefully I'll get a job there. They're looking for cashiers, and its a lot closer than Joanns. I could walk there even if worst came to worse. [Though I'd be a very frozen kitty cat XD]

Yesterday my dad dragged me to the MVA to get my permit again since my last one expired. It only took three hours, but the stupid test computer screwed me over and I almost freaked 'cos I thought I failed. o_o so I had to wait longer for them to set up a new computer. ugh. I almost failed the vision test, I got 20/40 and my dad bitched that I shoulda wore my contacts [I wore my glasses] 'cos my contacts are better. but DUH my glasses and contacts are the same, so..I hope my eyes are getting worse >_< I'm already at -9! How much lower can I go!? DDD: It scares me, at this rate I could go blind someday. buurrr.

Then we went to pick up my contacts and I picked up a paycheck from work. A nice shiny new $150, haha. When I saw it I thought, "I don't remember working this much o_O"

man. my dad actually made me clean today >O and I have 298392 amounts of homework that I should be starting on. >__>

I saw Sweeney Todd again on Friday! IT WAS AMAZING AS ALWAYS. I really do love that movie. SO FUCKING AMAZZZINNGGGG. Before that I hung at Sasha's house and we played Wii games until we ate dinner and her dad took us to the movies. The Icee machine was STILL broken from last week. I was angry. >OO

[....staring at that icon too long makes me think naughty things..... ]

I got the sexpot stuff sissy got for me for xmas recently! I LOVES IT. :DDDDDDD Almost as much as I love her! hahah <3333

OMG. JUN GOT SO HOT. IN LOOKS AMAZING IN THE DRAMATIC PV.OMGOMGOMGOMG. HE SHOULDA KEPT HIS HAIR SHORT A LONG TIME AGO. ASDJLASJDL!!

And speaking of hotness. I DLed the Sadie Distract Againest Terrors live yesterday and watched it. AND ASDJASJD TSURUGI IS HOTTTT. Esp. when he took his jacket off and was WEARING A BEATER SADHALSDA. But Aki's arms a nicer. His are muscular whereas Tsurugi's are more wiry-asain-yet-slightly-muscley-arms. But srsly. Aki's arms are AMAZING. *___*

And wow. Mizuki seems like a such a playful flirt. He's probably the type who's enegetic in bed. XD He wears his pants super low too. like ddaayymmm. Mao eventually took his jacket off [no suprise] and I had never noticed he had a butterfly tattoo on his arm until watching that live. Not really much to say about Kei since he was drumming, but at the beginning when he came out and got on the riser he bowed really cute and prince-like. IT WAS SO CUTE.

BUT THEN TSuRUGI CAME OUT AND THE CAMERA HAD A NICE CROTCH SJDHFKJHFKSD SHOT ANGLE. asjkdhkajshdas and when he walked away I couldn't help but admire HOW NICE HIS ASS IS.asdljhaskjdas

THEN I DIED WHEN AKI CAME OUT AND DID A TONGUE THING ALSHDJASD AND FOR A SECOUND IT LOOKED LIKE HE HAD A TONGUE PIERCING AND I DIED EVEN ROEHAHRJAHSRAS MORE. askljdkhaskdjhasldas.

okay. I'm done. :D