I hate people so much. UGH.
They're all selfish, selfabsorbed bitches who have to cause drama where ever they go.
People are also ungrateful and never bother meeting you half way.
Is it so hard to find good friends these days?

Sissy and I thought we found a new con buddy, 'cos we want to have our own cosplay group.
she ends up being lots of fun at the cons but a pain in the ass beforehand. She doesnt bother talking to either of us, I think the last either of us talked to her was NEXT. she's supposed to be fuckin' staying at my house and my dad's driving us to the city everyday that weekend but she doest have the fucking gratitude to even DROP ME A LINE.
she gives lame excuses of working, vacations, being tired, blah blah. LIKE I DONT WORK OR AM AWAY WITH SISSY ALL THE TIME. YOU CAN FUCKING GIVE ME AN EMAIL. WE DONT NEED TO BE BOTH ONLINE.

but anyway. I told her she isn't coming. haha. sucks for her.

Jfashion and cosplay had made me so bitchy and elitist I think. I've never been so obssessed with clothes or looking good more than any other point in my life. Sissy and I are always bitching how people fail at cosplays or lolita/vk/decora/etc and point out all the flaws. I'm such a horrible person. Of course, I'd never act like that in person, it's really only between me and sissy.

That's why I wanna try and be the best at what I'm wearing because I have extremely high expectations.

Even with attractiveness, my expectations are very high. Haha. I'm terrible.