I suppose you've just graduated/are in the process of graduating so... CONGRATULATIONS! :D
Even though it's the end of an era, a new and exciting chapter in your life is about to begin! :3 Not to sound cheesy or anything.

LOL. ITS THE CHEESER MOBILE. >8DD

Thanks for the congrats. Yeah. I hope it's the beginning of something fun and exciting because if I'm gonna grow up it better be hella fun >O

ALL ABOARD THE SAPPY TRAIN.

Growing up doesn't have to suck lots. xD;

Haha hiii :3 Hope you had fun at graduation o: Its funny that you found me on visual_fucks XDD
That girl had been pissing me off, actually. She lies to Miku a lot ):

thanks. I actually didn't considering I couldn't find my friends anywhere and they all left before I could take pictures and cry with them. : |

Those are the worst kind of friends people. They don't ever deserved to be called friends. She was rather slutish at Otakon. xD

hiii lovely! : D

soo. let me update you on life. i wish i could do this in person. i'm in need of a hug right now, haha.

so, about the whole matt thing. turns out he might have chronic depression.

the day he came back, he seemed really different. really sad, obviously. we went to the park, and we held each other, and he just started to cry, and so did i. that was the first time i've ever seen him cry. he thought about seeing someone, but he said that would make him feel like a lunatic.

so, it was like that for a couple days. him being sad. me being sad because he was sad. @___@ so much sadness!

and now, he says that he may not be depressed, more like.. confused. confused about aeverything. and he's constantly putting himself down. calling himself fake, selfish, etc. i tell him those things aren't true, but he says they are. idk. it's kind of frustrating.

fuckingggg. it's frutrating. idk, like everything is.

and today, well, you can read my most recent lj entry. that'll explain most of what happened today.



and to add on top of that. have i told you my shitty family situation? well, my dad's side of the family hates my mom. my mom hates them back. anywho. my dad's side of the family thinks that my aunt, who married into our family, stole $25,000 from the savings acct. and everyone is on my uncle's side because you know, seeing as we're blood related. I FIND THAT HORRIBLE. my aunt is part of the family, right? how can they call her a thief when they don't even have proof. asjfkjljgljlf. and idk. it's really hard for me to trust anyone now. my own family. it has ripped our family apart. we already had a fucked up family to begin with. from the outside, we look like a happy family, but that's not even the beginning. sajkjkfl. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. so now, i can't go to xmas dinners, thanksgiving dinners, anything. no family get togethers. idk. it's hard for me. idk. there's more to this. but it's hard explaining through the internet, haha. it's easier in person. hopefully, i'll get in contact with you again before i leave?

love ya. <3