I'm  going FUCKING crazy. I came home, ate AND SINCE TWELVE I'VE BEEN SITTING IN FRONT OF THIS COMPUTER GOING CRAZY. see, I NEED to write a Mix Speaker's Inc., fic/story/whatever. I WANT to I KINDA have an idea but I can't get it to go. Like, nothing to make it move along. If I go with my original idea, it's going to be long. And me + long stories = not happening. It's not that I can't, my short attention span just won't allow me. So I've been trying to think of alternate plots, or something to make the story shorter, something where I can start in medias res or just ANYTHING so I can WRITE SOMETHING.

RAWRRRRGGG. 

deep sigh.

okay. besides that. YAY ITS SNOOOWWWINNGGGG~~~~ I love the snow. One of the few beautiful things on this earth, besides a cloudless full moon night and my darling sleeping in bed besides me. I always go out when it's snowing, and I would have walked the dog in it too, 'cos Beo loves the snow too. But, I've been trying to write this story AND it's very wet, like, it's not freezing out so the snow is melty and really wet and I hate cold-wet. blech.

I hope it doesn't stop snowing. Please don't stop being beautiful~~

I'm going to Katsucon! as long as sissy can go, at least. I'm cosplaying with her and her friends; Air Gear. Exciting? haha. One of the reasons I need money :x I'd rather be spending money on a Jrock cosplay, but it's too short notice and hair is always an issue with Jrock cosplay. I wanna cosplay Mix Speaker's Inc.!! I can be Yuki and sissy can be Miki~ :D

Midterms ended today! yay!! :D I'm happy. Most of them were easy, except the Latin and Stagecraft (surprisingly!) Latin I didn't study for at all and it reflected. Dx Stagecraft, omg, that class is a fucking JOKE! and the midterm we had to do a scale drawling of a flat. one inch = one foot. And the actual sized on, the cornerstones were...ten inches? and I was like OMFG. HOW THE HELL DO I MAKE THAT SMALLER? I am not a math person. I have no clue how to do things like that. so. I failed the drawling 'cos I couldn't get ANYTHING on it done. DD: The other part was an essay and that was easy, 'cos lord knows I can BS essays. haha.

Sarah pisses me off. Earlier in the year, I'd invited her out a bunch of times to hang or whatever, and each time she turns them done so I eventually gave up. Today, she needed a ride home and I told her she could hang at my house if she wanted and we can watch some lives or something, and she refused. HOWEVER IN THAT SAME SENTENCE SHE SAID "WE NEED TO HANG OUT MORE". wtf. And I bet she expects me to take her to Taste of Chaos. HAH. HAH. I don't think so.

Brittany pisses the hell outta me too. She is entirely too possessive of me. WTF. I DONT LIKE HER. WRRYYY DOES SHE NOT LEAVE ME ALONE. I really thought she'd gotten the hint considering I dont talk to her unless forced into politeness. she complains I dont talk to her enough. har har. wonder why. Sarah told me something she said today that made me even more angry. Brittany hates Almy because Almy is taking me away from Brittany? WTHHH. YOU ARE NOT MY FRIEND BITCHNY. she cant be called my friend after something like that because FRIENDS supports FRIENDS relationships and wish them well.

do I complain too much? this whole entry feels like bitchbitchbitch. I'm starting to develop that internet sarcasm. THANKS V_FUCKS :D I also went CAPs crazy, hahaha. the ranting does me good. and omfg I'm dying to get on Oblivionnn. UUGGGHHHH.